What Thomas Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

Well, this playful puppy joined the Navy today, I was sworn in, and a ship date set. June 3rd, 2008. I am going to train as a Military Police Officer [handgun use/carry, shotgun use, m16 use, Patrol Car Use and manuvers, ect]

Well, I got my blood pressure checked at the doctors a week ago or so, and my blood pressure is 100 over 50, which is low to most, but fine for me, so I got a note to take to the blood bank and they wont let me donate until the beginning of the year >.< No new doners till then. Im running out of options to make money, and its hard finding a job.

Althought I might have landed me a job at Midas. They said they were hiring and when I showed them my cert's they looked impressed so I shall see what happens, I will call later tonight and see what happens.

Anyways I hope to keep in touch more often.

Your Puppy dog:

Sparky

Current Mood: cold

Well, I have been hanging out at my friend "Pain"'s house. Been here for almost 4 days hehe. Well. I got something to say from this expierience. Im not tottaly straight. Im not to comfortable with the idea of having sex with males, or just not yet. But I found out I dont mind being touched and petted :P

And for once, I dident mind sleeping in someone else's bed hehe, well not nearly as much as I thought

Current Mood: crazy

I cant believe it!!!!!

Well... Sorta

I went down south last week to go to court and they set up a deal for me. If I plead guilty to "Stolen Property to the 3rd." They would drop the traffic tickets. And they would treat it as a youthful offence and it would be a sealed file, no one can see it. In other words, it never happened.

Or I would accept the traffic tickets and they would drop the stolen property charge. I would be charged as an adult but they were misdeminors.

But I plead guilty to the stolen tags because if I get pulled over next time, my record will be clean.

Plus all I have to pay is the court cost. Which is $271. Thats it.

Im on unsuperivised probation for a year but that isent crap that im worried about.



So this puppy is very happy!!!!!

Current Mood: grateful

Anyone can 2way me if you like with there boost phone. My number is 131*429*4467

So call me and chat all you want

Well, im off tommarow. On my way to Alabama to court. Im leaving tommarow "Wendsday" Around 1pm. Its going to be a full days trip, ill be caring enough cash to make it there, pay for a room for 2 nights and a couple bucks to eat on. Not much, but it will have to do.

Current Mood: worried

What the fuck is wrong with me......

Everytime I get close to someone I fuck it up. I dont keep comittments. I dont keep promises. And I am not reliable. I say one thing and I do another, or I simply dont do anything.

Its like my mind is playing tricks on me. It wants me to want something, but when it comes to doing it, or getting it, I fuck it up. I dont keep in contact. I get real happy im going to get something, or something is taken away and it releives stress. Then something comes along and kicks me in the ass and remind's me why life sucks so much.

Like right now, I just fucked up a friendship yet again, and I cant see why my friends stick with me like they do, they talk to me when I need it. I dont see why, I just dissapoint them. I dont give them the attention they deserve.

I cant even stop crying, it hurts so much. So far I have keep myself in control, I havent let things go to far. I make sure I dont do anything foolish. I just hope I can keep it that way, I dont want anything bad to happen, I dont want to depress my family and friends anymore than they already are. And the problem is if I died, none of you would ever find out. You might simply think I just stopped getting on. And that hurts even more.

I know some of you. But there are alot of you I have never meet. Some I have never had the pleasure of meeting and having conversation with. And that is something I wish to change.



I keep putting my hope in these small things, like buying a tail and wearing it around, not caring what other people might think, because it would make me happy. Wanting to wear a fursuit or be painted up as a dog. To get a good job, something I enjoy doing. And being able to do the things I want. These are my dreams. My goals. My Promises to myself, and damn it im not going to do something stupid like kill myself to fuck it all up.

GOD DAMN IT, im going to get my goals, im going to get what I want, and im going to do it with a grin on my face, because there is nothing in this world that is going to stop me from reaching my goals in life. Nothing at all. Im done screwing around, im done whining about it. and im done typing about it.................

Current Mood: stressed

I had an eye exam today. But I changed it to November 2nd. Only because I have straight medicaid. And my good insurance comes in on the 1st.

This is a furry that takes the time to make you feel at home. I know there are alot of furs out there. But I think that Tyger deserves a big thanks.